Time gallops.

In this year of 2011,
I think I have an insight of my true colours.
As in, I prefer the current me.

Sometimes, the reality just give you cool splash and tons of lemons.
But who cares, every time I pray and lay my life before God,
and surrender myself so that I can live the way He wanted me to live,
I have to be crystal clear that the selfish in me has to be broken down, destroyed and demolished so that I can live a selfless life, which I can actually bless others and be more fruitful. :)

Make use of your 'lemons'! :)

Friendships have really tried on me for the past few years.
Over, over and over again, I have been wondering why do my friends always ditch me when I need them.
And why do they like to bully me and hurt me with those unreal rumours?

Am I really that lousy? I always ask myself.
But through years, I have an insight that somehow, in needy times or soon after some times,
we are still friends at last.

I truly believe that everyone does face such conflict.

Some complain that you are way too busy for them.
Some complain that you are dull, too serious, never want to join them.
Some complain that your religion  has occupied your time and restricted you from going certain places.
Some complain that you are not their type.
Some ditched you because they found someone whom they think is awesom-er that you are.
and some just left without any reason.

Just let it be part of your life, it's something that has taught you to be stronger.
LION HEART! <3

Jesus is our friend, if you feel lonely please tell him.
He is always there beside, and He is the ONLY one who ALWAYS beside you.

I understand that we can't live with ourselves, stay alone all the time.
But think about this,
You will never meet your true friends if you don't realize the fake ones.
Even small small things test them, and you will understand the whole picture.

Yeap! :)

However, don't make it a melancholy.
In my point of view, there's no such thing as FAKE friends,
maybe they just found someone who suits them more,
so why don't just bless them and move on?
Perhaps, God has reserved the best one for you? :) You gotta discover it yourself.
Let go and let God.
It will be better if you live with an opened heart. :)