Burning Candles At Both Ends!

Just a little bit of tiredness. 

Pheewww!
I found myself kinda amusing,
I was very free and laid-back in the first two month of the year,
and gradually, I get more and more hectic now.

Yea, maybe some people think I'm still relaxing, rotting at home,
waiting my college to start,
Gonna begin my college life very soon, it's imminent.

5 more days, and I announce with pride that I am officially a college student.
Kinda lucky as I need not worry about my everyday's costume or whatever accessories I need to wear.
I have uniforms!
I take it as a best-est news!

Preparations of college fees, scholarships and PTPTN stuff were real chaotic.
I am 'katak bawah tempurung' and found myself so-not-smart dealing with all these things.
It was really embarrassing wandering in the bank, lost your direction and you can't find any help.
Nevertheless, all these embarrassments have taught me to be more sensible and meticulous. =)

At the same time,
Busy intending all sorts of Activities and Events,
Everything clumps together coincidently.
Interred by myriad duties, but I shall work with a joyful heart,
My Lord, He will strengthens me.

I need a car to go college, to hang out with my friends, to finish my works and etc.
I don't understand why I am not allowed to drive a car.
So, I asked dad.
He answers, " If you can drive, then no one sit my car liao ."
The subliminal message, I think I got it lah.
So, I'll tumpang your car until your granddaughter grows up and able to teman you la. =)

I don't care la,
we don't have to think so much sometimes,
One at a time, do it with a calmed heart.
Take a deep breath,
My friend! =)

Laugh and the world will laugh with you! 

Aces. Urgh!

Dear All,
Here I am, staggered home, not because I'm drunk.
Walk to much, legs are out of control.

Went to school today, I wish I'm still wearing the 'blue apron', laughing and being naughty.
Walk daringly into the big white building, without timorous feelings but anticipate for a satisfying result.
I am blur and a bit lost that day, looks sensible but really not in the situation that day,
blame my ill stomach. =(

Nevertheless,
I supposed that I could skip the waiting part, which was emphatically boring yet tormenting.
Whatever, got into the hall, saw my friends. Awwww.
They are lovely as usual. Heart melts.

Yeah,  Mdm. LKL talked again.
Tuned into LKL.fm. That's my headmistress.
*Flashback*

Days which we sit on the rough and wet cement floor, listening to the so call substitial, deep and thoughtful speech. "My heart SANK". That's EPIC.
( Only CHS-ians know about it. ) Chuckles..

12.40 o'clock in the afternoon.
Class Teachers All Stars appeared stylishly and was acclaimed with high spirits.
Honestly, it wasn't like that.
It was because of the results in their hands. LOL.

Okay, In a nutshell.
Got 7A+s , 2As and 1B.
Freaking B! Not a good one, that hurts me a lot.
My emotions changed dramatically.
I look at the piece of paper,
That freaking B is so awkward.
Chinese some more. It ruined my mood wey.

I was expecting an A- at least.

Well,it's just a toss of coin lah, I did bad this time.
Gotta put all my efforts in English, and speak with high proficiency and fluently.
Thank God for my results, though I supposed that I could do better, but there's no second chance.
That's the fact.
No use of crying over split milk.
In fact, remark 1 subject required 50 bucks. Booo. So expensive.

I'm kinda proud of my English, not trying to be arrogant. But I guess, it's God's grace as it's really out of my expectations larh!
I acquired an A+ for English, on the other hand, my 1119 (GCEO) hits an A1 which I scored B4 in my forecast examination. That's a big difference!
Praise the Lord!

CONGRATULATION TO ALL! =)

The end.

Adrenaline Rushing!

Ohmygooodinesss!

The time to face the fact has come.
I was so not in the mood to worry about my SPM results,
But, now, at this moment,
I am trying to release my stress trough words and my exaggerative expression, >.<

I can actually feel my heartbeat isn't in the normal rate as in 120/80.
Can I scream? Walao. I can bear the tension now.
*Crossing my fingers*

Dear Lord,
Whatever I gain for my SPM results,
I'll still give thanks to You,
for you've led me through all the 'hardships' which are those exhausting days and nights which I toil for my examination. =)
Break A Leg! =)

Japan,We love you.

As regard to the title above, though I am not a Japanese,
but shouldn't we love the country as if it is ours?

Tsunami, Massive earth quakes, Volcano explosion, Nuclear plant explosion.
Way too heavy huh?
For Malaysians, these never happen right?
Being beleaguered, the Japanese elicits in such way that they are able to resolve myriad obstacles patiently.
They shall receive venerations from people around the world.

In spite of the old time formidable histories about the Japanese, we shall not be ironic.
Leave your sarcasm, let the history be history, we live as one.

What can we do?

Pray for them. The most practical answer.
God loves Japan. God bless Japan. We love Japan.
Stand Firm, Japan. =)

Finally, Victory!

Watched a little part of All England Open few minutes ago,
It was a marvelous match.

Lee Chong Wei was pretty steady today, calm yet confident.
WOW, he turned on his turbo and phewwwwwwwwww.....
After 52 minutes of toil, he won the match without much of difficulties.

Yeah, Lin Dan was very gentle too, both of them had a friendship hug before the show comes to an end.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

So Long Farewell, Learner's License!

Aloha,

Peeps! I am back to track.

This week is a real hectic week, almost.

Slide shows, video, mission trip and yes, driving test.

Okay, an exciting instance I had on this Tuesday.

Miraculously, totally out of my expectations,

I get to tear my learner's license. Everything seemed like a dream, a fantasy.

Wow!
In the sense that, I have never thought of the scene which I can actually sit in a car, hold the steering and change the gear, and do the 'macam yes' pose. HA!

Crazy larh, I am walking on air now.
See, No more worries and being intimidated by my agent.

The crucial part I must and have to say:
I would express my gratitude to my Lord, He is the best.

1. I am the only one in the car who passed the driving test without second try.

2. I am the only one in the car who did not give bribes.

3. I payed the cheapest amount among all my agent's students because you know, I am very honest. XD

4. I chatted with the JPJ in the car while having 'on the road' test, and yes, we had a great time talking to each other. HAHA:D

5. Both cars I used for 'on the road' test and the section B test were fine. It's just a piece of cake to drive them. =)

SO FREAKING PERKY RIGHT NOW. =)

I Guess I'm a paranoid.

Ah-mee-goo!
I have no idea why am I experiencing mood swings.
Perhaps, PMS. HAHA:D

I wish my car would be like this. Awww. 

I'm a coward sometimes,
though I wish to be strong, independent and tough enough overcome all sort of adversities.
Driving lessons,
I am not an expert yea? Yes, I am not.
I'll leave it to God, pray and do my best of best to pass the test.
My uncle's car is an 15-year old KANCIL, easily 'mati enjin',
I used to receive blushes at my training centre, besides my own tutor,
almost everyone wishes to give a blow on my head using a hammer.
I DONT MEAN TO 'MATI ENJIN' OKAY?

See, after attempts of balancing the clutch and the oil pump,
I didn't 'mati enjin' anymore.
However, I failed to do so when it's on the slope.
I should be exerting efforts on the oil pump, slowly release the clutch paddle, and push down my hand break.
That is so easy right?
I was pretty confident and felt happy with my results in the first few trials.
Pride goes before a fall.

HAIH, later on, I failed and failed again.
Phhewww, good thing it was just a practice.
Who cares, we just have to do once on testing day. AHAHA:D

Moreover,
I have been wandering and wondering these days.
Wondering am I at the right age to get into a relationship?
No. Not now.

Thank God for I have my Lord as my navigator,
lead me in every path I step, neither too fast nor too slow.
I shall pray harder and longer, I truly believe He will send the best, erm, or I should say, the most suitable person to me, one day, someday. =)
I am still a young bud larh, never thought of these things frankly,
I prefer to play all day long with my BFFs instead, for now.
Still naive, childish and immature to handle the so-called L.O.V.E thing.

Entering the threshold of University Life in few more weeks!
I wont cringe and will stand up, walk with my own pride into the college,
though I know I am short, traditional and not so fashionable.
Who cares? I'm the ambassador of God's kingdom! HEHE:D
HAIH! Nearing the orientation day makes me excited yet nervous,
Perhaps, I will be worrying whether I can gel with my new friends,
Get excellent results, accomplished my assignments and presentations with distinction?
Forget about it, you are way to fussy, Grace Tan!

Looking forward to the next few weeks,
More challenges would be coming, gonna work with gusto!
Peace off! =)